Into Me You See

That was one friends definition of intimacy. That into me you see. We have these moments when we look into each others eyes and we see. We see each other's everything. Hope, fear, curiosity. It can take a lot to open to another like that which is why we both get shy smiles after a while yet can't quite look away.

She is so many things. Shy, bold, lovely, crude, intrepid, silly, soulful, happy, a loner, a party girl, weird, smart, honest and so very very caring. And all that is there sexually for us. Our mutual wildness and softness combines with laughing and delicious heat to make our sex life satisfying to say the least.

We have the best chemistry I've ever had with someone. Sexually and emotionally. It's overwhelming to feel into. As I write this I listen to Eddie Money's song Baby Hold On and feel the chorus inside me for her.

Baby hold on to me
Whatever will be,will be
The future is ours to see
So baby hold on to me

The song is about money not buying love and hanging on to love and that's so us. So many times someones money was a factor in my romances. And this woman and I are poor. All we've got is our history, future and guidance from something bigger than us that tells us to love each other.

Yes the sex is beautiful and hot. But there is already an intimacy that came with us to the bedroom and I wish I could describe fully what such an experience is like. I know that there are these moments where she looks at me with her eyes large and unknowing of anything but our given moment and I hold her gaze trying to keep my heart open to the feelings swirling around her & I.

This adventure is so exciting with her. Yes fear creeps in at times. And I pray. What else can I do but pray and love her and show her with my heart, body and eyes how I feel.